Went to the doctor....

...and he said he would be surprised if I made it to my due date since I'm already effaced and dilating. We're pretty nervous!

Preparing for Fatherhood...

First of all, we had a great Easter weekend and I will post about that later. I forgot my camera card adapter but hopefully tomorrow we will have some good Easter pics:)

Right now I just wanted to share a cute thing that happened yesterday. As I was working on a custom order for this my husband came out into the living room with a twinkle in his eye and smiling, waiting for me to notice.

"What is it?" I asked.

He replied in a super excited voice, "Can we please take out all the baby clothes and look at them?!"

I think he's a little bit excited for the baby, how about you?

The Best Baby Shower Ever!

Guess who had the best baby shower ever:

Me!

Seriously, it was so much fun and there was so much work put in to it. A HUGE thank you to all who made it possible and all who attended. I loved it!

The food was so fun! There was chocolate mousse, fish-shaped cucumber sandwiches, delicious crusty french bread with artichoke dip, and beautiful chocolate shells and candy pearls. There was also a beautiful fruit salad and a sublime pasta salad. Also included were lime water, fish bowls with fishy crackers, otter pops and more! My family is amazing!


The "shower" of gifts! I am so grateful because I felt like I didn't have anything for my baby and now I have so much! I received a two beautiful blankets, handmade by cousins, plenty of nautical/beachy onesies and outfits, a "mommy survival kit," lots of diapers, some cute stuffed animals and much much more.

The much celebrated balloon fish. My cousin is so clever:)

The games were a lot of fun too. There was a door prize and a fill-in-the-blank of children book titles and authors. There was also a matching the sea animal with the name of its baby game (ie, a baby crab is called a megalops. Who knew?). There was also a name suggestion box and a wall of "advice fish."


I just had to share these cute pics of some peeps!

Fail...

I failed the initial glucose test for gestational diabetes. Now I have to go in for the 3-hour test in which they draw blood 4 times. Vampires.

I'm really really hoping that I don't have it :(

Doubts....

Over the weekend, I held an infant in my arms.
He was fussy. He was tired. He was hungry but didn't want to eat.
After a few minutes of this my brother-in-law came in and took the baby telling me to go away. The poor little guy calmed down instantly and starting taking the bottle. I left the room and cried. Am I going to be a good parent? What am I going to do when my own baby comes? Is my family going to judge me and my parenting skills? My husband was a huge comfort as he told me that things would be different with our own baby - that no one would have more right and ability to take care of him than me. I know I'm pregnant and emotional but that whole experience has scared me out of my mind. How am I going to get through this? Surely this is something every new mother experiences right before birth right?

It's a Lemonhead (a boy one)

Ok, I am a slacker. The ultrasound was over a month ago and I am finally getting around to posting the pictures. My favorite is the one of his little feet. And...apologies for the graphic shot. Lamoni insisted it be there. Enjoy!

Diaper Bags

Here is an Etsy treasury featuring totes that I think would make good diaper bags. I realize that it is not the best matching collection but I ordered then from most to least favorite, with accessories on the end (don't forget to check out our Frills & Bils blog here!)

"For Bitty Bumsty" by Abby

Abby did this awesome treasury on etsy, inspired by my nursery theme for our new baby boy, aka: "Bitty Bumsty." It is so adorable!

First Appointment

We went yesterday to our first prenatal doctor appointment. It was so exciting to hear the heartbeat and to meet our doctor. We are still pretty nervous but we have a long way to go still.

Big News!

I believe mostly everyone knows by now, but if you have not heard Lamoni and I are expecting our first child! We are pretty excited and nervous but we consider it a HUGE blessing. I'm secretly hoping for a boy just because we only have one boy among my siblings' children (Tyler). But, Lamoni thinks it will be a girl and the only names we can agree on are girl names so that may be a sign...

The thing that has been worrying me lately is WHERE and with WHOM I am going to have this baby. I am pretty set on having as natural a birth as possible. I would even do an at-home birth with a midwife but when my husband races to the ER every time one of us gets sick it is a little hard to get his support on that one. That is why I am putting a word out, especially to those of you in Utah. Do you have any suggestions as to clinics, birthing centers, hospitals, and even providers that are known for their emphasis on natural/low-intervention births?